In honor of IBD Awareness Week, I wanted to make sure I took full advantage of a photo-shoot I had with one of my sister’s friends for an assignment she had for a class. Before I had my ostomy, I always hated the idea of them. I thought they were gross and concurred with all of the stigmas surrounding having an ostomy. Which 24 year old girl wants an ostomy? None.
But that doesn’t change the fact that mine saved my life. Without my ostomy, I certainly wouldn’t be here today. When I found out I had to have my ostomy (which is temporary) I was insistent on the fact that I wouldn’t be going anywhere, showing anyone, saying anything about it. Now, I have realized how blessed I am to have a surgeon who is precise enough to complete all 3 of my operations lapriscopically, leaving me with a stomach that is still recognizable. I am also blessed to have the opportunity to have my ostomy reversed, to have a platform to help others that may be struggling with the decision to have the operation.
I am no longer a prisoner of ulcerative colitis. My ostomy was the key that unlocked my jail cell.